Holding The Paradox

The year has turned its circle.
We celebrate our friends & family.
We celebrate the harvest.

Are we aware of the hypocrisy,
that this holiday is based on warped truths,
that it glosses over genocide?

Are we aware that the recipients of indigenous generosity
would become the agents of their destruction?

Oh but it’s a bitter irony that, in the midst of this day [...]

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Immaculate Deception

Richard

Though the audience wanders, the witness remains. We can pretend our secrets are private, copyrighted, protected, not of public domain. But after the distraction of coming attractions, after the great escape, after we make our mark, there remains the subtle knowing smile which taunts and teases like light from the end of an endless tunnel.

We want [...]

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Merciful Progress

Simplicity is a quality of heaven, like mercy
simply because, within heaven
diversity is sustained amidst great unity.

The world is not simple. The world is complex.
The world subscribes to the notion of merciless progress,
progress without thanks, without gratitude.

We’re trained to give perfunctory thanks
while educated to demand more
and programmed to expect the best.

This results in a confused condition/complex
where [...]

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Eulogies for Dad

Steve’s Eulogy for Dad

My Dad was born in Brooklyn, New York, a tough, Jewish kid from an orthodox leaning family. He always portrayed himself as a fighter growing up, and he continued in that spirit in every aspect of his life until the day he passed away. He believed in hard work and that every struggle [...]

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Fundamentally Speaking

Now what was her child’s name? Lost it, lost it in the conversation, or the attempt at same. His mother had chased him to the sand circle next to the playground.

I was sitting on a concrete pier watching my five year old daughter play while pondering the source of friction that had been developing between [...]

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Both Ends of the Stick

“Papa, can we play the monster game?”
“Not right now, Hon. Why don’t you guys take turns playing the monster for a change?”

Monsters are a part of childhood. Every time a big person acts mean to a little person, carelessly tossing their word or weight about, they become a monster in the eyes of the child. John [...]

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Storming Around the Door

…After his revelation, Installation Guy was confident that the latch would be secured in no time at all. Unfortunately, in his earlier zeal to succeed, he’d stripped both bosses (the built-in nuts that received the screws). For our guileless guy, no time at all, often seemed like an eternity. [...]

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Bouncing Back

Within the encircling rocks of our beliefs, atop our crumpled daily news and doubts, worry lays on the kindling of faith, yet hesitates to ignite the fire with the reality of experience for fear the fire will get out of control.

Worry is a virus that attaches itself to the site of potential experience, undermining our capacity to reflect and prepare ourself to receive illumination. Worry is wet green beliefs pretending to be true. Worry offers much smoke, but little warmth and little light.

Slowly, over time, in a metaphorical and miraculous way, Anna was learning to ignite her experience with the light of perspective, allowing for the healing of her worried mind.
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Squeaky Wheels

Moral authority does not come from success
or fame or wealth or status.
We cannot accrue moral authority
like we would interest
on a certificate of deposit.
We cannot acquire moral authority
through force or know-how or influence.

We display moral authority through
the choices we make
and the actions we take
from moment to moment.
Moral authority is not compounded daily or yearly.
It is manifested by [...]

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Sincere Practice

In Aikido, we practice emptying our cup, our mind and body
of all strategies of attack and defense.
Uke and nage join
in the study of openness, fearlessness
thereby receiving the way of peace.

Through the kindness of practice,
we learn there is nothing to fear;
not even falling back
into mental patterns governing harm’s way [...]
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What’s Necessary

Doing what you can to stay alive is necessary.
Enjoying your friends is necessary.
Taking care of your children is necessary.

Acquiring an unkind wealth is not necessary.

Being truthful is necessary.
Being honest is necessary.
Being respectful is necessary.

Acquiring an unkind wealth is not necessary.

Sharing is necessary.
Being kind is necessary.
Meaningful work is necessary.

Acquiring an unkind wealth is not necessary.

Living in balance [...]

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Priceless

There are many avenues, many ways to bring value into the world.
Every moment offers an opportunity to share love, truth, vision.

If you measure value by money alone, it’s not value you measure; it’s salesmanship.

To offer a tired analogy from the world of art: Van Gogh offered value through his paintings, yet even with his brother’s considerable [...]

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Lawyers, Loopholes and Guns

No one owns the earth. We’re all immigrants passing through, pilgrims on a journey.
When we think we’re buying the earth, we’re buying lawyers, loopholes and guns.

Sometimes in the law, especially constitutional law, the voice of the Holy Spirit can be heard seeping through.
Yet most of what we hear is ego driven and does not reflect [...]

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Respect

Respect is not a tool or a weapon
to be used to control others with at whim.

Respect is given freely (not earned)
or it is not respect; it is manipulation.

Respect is given freely in order to
enable honest communication.

Respect is given from an open heart
to help other hearts to open.

Respect is not given in order to have our [...]

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The Day After Peace Is Reached?

Will we marinate the glory of victory?
or unfurl [...]

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Inevitable & Avoidable

When we narrow our mind
to keep our options open,
it is easy to do the wrong thing,
conflict is inevitable
and is rarely peacefully resolved.

When we narrow our options
to keep our mind open,
it is easy to do the right thing,
and though conflict may not be avoidable,
it is often [...]

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Aikido; The Art & The Science

From the beginning, do your best
to unify your body and mind as you
explore the motions of aikido.

Due to our culture, we have a strong tendency to want to figure it all out mentally, to have the particulars first explained so that we can then move the ‘appropriate ‘ parts of our body ‘correctly’ (usually through separate [...]

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Politics and Relativity

What are the ends that are sought by the political movements that guide our Nation?

The goals of a Democracy are that the majority rules. It seeks to influence our Constitutional Republic, via the reinterpretation of Constitutional law at a Supreme Court level, and if necessary even have a Constitutional Convention and rewrite the old document. It [...]

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Discovering the Ortho-Para Balance

Twins
Even though scientism hopes that miracles will someday be explained away, I know it will not happen.

Every question I’ve ever answered, designed new questions that were more complex than the one I solved. Knowledge and mystery are born twins. My pen seems to discover both in rapid succession. It doesn’t bother me. It makes life [...]

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Returns

Not much difference between a Democrat and Republican when they’re
driven by fear of human weakness rather than faith in human strength:

In the public sector:

When Democrats fear corporate greed
more than they fear government excess and inefficiency;

When Republicans fear government excess and inefficiency
more than they fear corporate greed.

In the private sector:

When Republicans fear individual rights, choice and [...]

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On Charity

Every time I hear the term “charity” it evokes a negative response in my gut. “Charity” is something we do from time to time, for any number of reasons but mostly it seems to unburden the conscience. It’s nicer than welfare and it doesn’t carry the baggage of ministry.

But charity is still about handing out stuff…our [...]

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Children & Adults

Children remind us to grow up.

They demonstrate how to follow the light,
how to allow inner being to bloom.

Children know how to be themselves,
how to grow, how to see the light
in each other.

Generally speaking, adults are people
who stop growing up,
and begin growing sideways.

They become political and religious beings,
shadows of the spiritual [...]

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Breathing With Intention

This morning during my breathing time I began to ponder the expanding and contracting of the body and relating it to life. Life itself expands and contracts like some great creature breathing.

Breathing and living are inseparable – you can’t have one without the other, yet the quality with which you breathe will determine the quality of [...]

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Food for Thought

For the organizer (in us all):

The way to extend peace
is to share the things we need.

The way to maintain war
is to compete for things we want.

What is the wheat?
What is the chaff?

What do we need?
Why do we want?

For the religious moralist (in us all):

There is no hell (in the sense of something that awaits us).
Hell is [...]

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Math Ogre

I can be an ogre as a math tutor
insisting that the real lessons are
patience, and calculating
the need of the moment.

I resort too quickly to iff statements.
Iff you take care of yourself
does getting good grades have any value.
Iff you take care of real need
does having a lucrative job have any value.

Eat a nutritious snack.
Drink a fresh glass [...]

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Ireland

Broken pots
Fragments of people
Crumbled castles
Are the memories of museums

Churning waves
Swirling breeze
Gorse and rhododendron in full bloom
Are today memories in my heart

Sun
Mist
Rain
Sun
In rapid succession

Soft moss
Jagged rocks
Shades of green
Round gray stones

Maker of music
Dreamer of dreams
Ireland flows on its [...]

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Spring Poems

COMING OF AGE
Dandelion seed adrift
Hovering, floating gently in the
Breeze, shifting weight from
Side to side, para
Gliding above the terrain
Wandering, exploring, searching for a
Suitable place to settle and grow.
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SPIED A WEB
Synaptic threads
Quiver in the warm breeze
Delivering light
Conveying information
Connecting leaves of
Seemingly separate plants
Reminding them
Their lives emanate
From common soil.

A gnat
Flits through
My field of vision until
I realize
It too is
Light
Dancing on threads
Playing [...]

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Busy Lady

R) How long did it take you to craft the story about the dime for Ari?

G) 5-10 minutes. I first wrote a longer, detailed version describing the street I lived on, and a more complete version about the woman who found the dime. Then slashed it, timed the new version, slashed again and timed it.

R) So, [...]

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Sent to the Bakery

Sent to the bakery with a precious dime
to buy a loaf of Vienna bread…
and get 3 cents change…
I lost the dime.

Crying my eyes out, I walked up and back
on the double width sidewalk
looking for that dime.

A lady asked me what I was looking for.
Too embarrassed to tell her,
I kept walking, looking and crying.

She kept asking…and finally [...]

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Once Again

Once again I stand on the edge of acceptable,
venturing too far into emotions.

Too many times I leave my heart unprotected.
Now wishing to shut out the world, to shrink back to before.
With serenity shredded, anxiety spreads.
I brace for the fall, always greater than expected.

So once again
The spiral has turned,
I look within.

I’ve become too complacent
in my bubble [...]

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